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Saturday, October 17, 2009

somebody call 911! my sneakers are burning on the dance floor. ohyoooaaaohh
its poppin droppin burnin like red hot fire.
My pocket started tickle-ing
The way it dropped it low that thang
Got me wanna spend my money on the sneakers!

i take my red, black card and jewellery
shawty is cool like the fire,
cool like fire!

SOMEBODY CALL 911. THE SNEAKERS GOIN KEEP BURNING ON THE DANCE FLOOR.

so i wanna get the pair of sneakers and its THE pair because i think it would totally suit me. applause!!!!! haha.

ahhhh! no period still.. walao.

ohhh christmas is coming. im already in the mood for some shopping haha. as in homey shoppings. like ingredients and stuff like that. oh well kaCHING!

mel.
11:57 PM;

Thursday, October 15, 2009

it is only 15 oct. im totally xite for the month to end and go on to the next.

going out with audrey today. watching movie and just hanging out.

argh my period suppose to come like 3 days ago but it still hasnt.. kinda getting a little worried...

oh and we are going to the night safari on halloween. was thinking of partying after that. should be quite fun. but must dress up and all. haha.


mel.
12:19 PM;

Monday, October 12, 2009

recently my mum actually asked me.

are you sure daryl is the one?

bam! i mean of course he is, what else. but when i kept thinking too much into things, i was suddenly serious wondering if i was narrowing my options. i mean im stilll DAMN young before i tie the knot. along the way you meet ppl but you know your attached then you shake it off like brrrrr.. what was i thinking? i love him! hahha... mel put it behind put it behind.

but i did ask like daryl if like... would he go out with a girl just 1 day even when he was with me. i men this girl is different, it's something you just wanna experience to be with, but not forever. - flat no.
but i told him i wanted to.
he callled that cheating!
no its not! i mean no deep lovey emotions attached. seriously just experience. you know? no? ------------------------- whatever...........

so i attended my cousin's wedding in malaysia. the food was good. went to zouk with the homies(cousins). we never reply that kind of thing before. marcus came along, he is only 17! come on stop downing black label to his throat. but it was quite funny. haha. i used to be like close to edwin, my cousin, when we were like loads younger but now.... you know la huh.

and yeah- happy birthday to me! was my birthday on 23rd sept. im 20. god. 20. cause im still in the f&b line, most of the part timers are like now younger then me, compared to last time. weird. oh well. i got to grow up some day.

i need a break reeeeeeaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllyyyy. like personal space. indulge in myself.

nat was admitted to kk hospital today =(

my 2 fingers are rotting badly - afraid it might just fall off. - see doc soon!

oh i went to the gym at grand mecure(mum had free 1 night stay). i actually ran for 15 mins. WOW! but today my thighs are arching to DARN badly. and when i cough i cringe. its the stomach muscles man. hahhahahaha.

omg i need to work more in scruffys for this month! or else no money.

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED! MY ASSIGNMENTS FOR SCHOOL! ARGHHH!

need to work tml so ciaos -SIAN LA

mel.
10:53 PM;

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

im back! ill update on hong kong the dos and donts soon. when i have the time. first is, save money to go there. you need the money, for food, shopping and any other stuff.

omg vmas! what the hack was kayne thinking man? stupid drunk. beyonce is the best man.

anyway. i got something to say. i know i can be the worst. really the worst person. to make you feel like you are always in the wrong, its all your fault. wanting you to feel all the guilt. falling into my dirty lousy tricks. and after all these, i forget to love you like i used to. your my punching bag, someone i take advantage of, i blame everything on you which come to think about it, it has nothing to do with you. i pick on whatever you say. i force you to wear clothes you hate and that i love. i turn you into someone your not and think that im doing a good job. im terrible i know but... please dont leave me.


video

wait... im not that bad! yeah... but hope you understand

im so darn bloated with so much snacks!!! seriously. hah. ok time to out-


mel.
2:37 PM;

Saturday, September 12, 2009

hey lovelies! so its the end of day 1. hong kong is.... the ppl are crazy, like angry ppl. hahah... damnit man. i mean like.. do i owe you money? well of course not all la. some are nice. just nice. half the time its so difficult to understand each other. oh wells... loot is bad. nothing at all.

audrey:
cant get the perfumes. they dont have mini escadas and like anni sui one no stock.

today we mainly explored the area. jordon. we shopped at like cotton on all these? but like almost the same? so... yeah. walked a little of "nu ren" street = ladies street.. but like almost like patailing street leh.. hope tml will get to see nicer stuff.

food is not cheap. its almost the same as singapore. so yeah money will be gone pretty much soon. we will be dim summing tml.

i tried the wanton here! big man! haha... so much shrimp! yeah. thats bout it for the moment. haha. till then.

mel.
11:51 PM;


ok i finally dyed my hair just now, i men yesterday. my lonesome self. well not too bad. but i started getting sleepy. hair dyed. thought maybe it could have gone wayyy lighter like ash blonde perhaps? nvm.

got to wake at 5 am later to catch my flight and off i go to hong kong baby! its love.
hope i can grap enough loot to start an online thingy. just to try.

ok gtg sleep

muacks!

miss me deeply!

mel.
2:22 AM;

Sunday, September 06, 2009

i miss my long hair terribly. sigh.... dont care now im leaving it for like 4 years with out cutting? hmmm k trimming it of course but yeah ... boo hooo hooo... it is really damn hell a hazzle. but come to think about it, i cut away all the straighten hair so my wavy hair would grow out too. serious cant wait =)

recently my skin is becoming worse. it was still doing well like 1 week ago? maybe its the food im taking in. i had macs like a lot a lot of times, because scruffys is located like practically next to macs? whenever i do opening i have the crave for their breakfast? its been 1 whole year since i ate my fav macgriddles! omg~ love it to bits!!! haha. had it last week and today, a good big breakfast. oh well i had mel(marcus's sister) and arthur as company. haha.

im working tml morning at 8 am. shit i have a feeling im going eat macs breakie? nonono......

k la. i should sleep soon.
sweet dreams my friends. =)

mel.
1:00 AM;

Saturday, August 29, 2009

cant spend anymore money from now till september because MEL IS GOING TO HONG KONG BABY! YEY!

anyway watched coco chanel with audrey. i thought it sounded like a dog show, and i was confused what the show was about when watching the front part that i had to ask audrey. " is this show... really about that chanel chanel?" haha... its ok. 2.5/5. sorry aud. haha.

and aud. stop tempting me into buying stuff till like september or something haha.. !!

hungry.

bye!

mel.
1:09 AM;